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[27 Aug 2006|06:35pm] |
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heyah.
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| Happy Belated Birthday Fidel |
[13 Aug 2006|11:10pm] |
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Happy Birthday Fidel Castro. I baked you a cake, but if you come to my house to eat it I'll shoot you. many happy returns.
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| wandering stars, for whom it is preserved, the darkness, the blackness, forever |
[26 Jun 2006|04:45pm] |
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ugggh, so I just figured I should just talk honestly. The last thing I need is yet ANOTHER awkward situation in my life. (why does life always suck all at once?) I never thought you were "mad" at me, I just, i dunno. It just tears me apart every time I see you (this is not your fault, it's mine) I can't help but like you. (that part is your fault) and it hurts that it's so one sided (not your fault, and not like I'm expecting it to be two sided, that's why I talked to you in the first place, cause I knew it was all me) just because I never seem to be able to like anyone who would ever like me back. (oh my gosh, this is like some jr. high fat kid whining. but hopefully after he's done whining he'll feel better and get his appetite back and bake some cookies) basically, because of me and my problems, I always come away from talking to you feeling like a loser. It doesn't help one bit either that AEROPOSTALE only schedules me for on call shifts twice a week or that I'm basically smelling up the stage in "our town," or all that other crap I don't even want to get into right now because I think I've given you enough crap already. sorry bout that. I'm still deciding wether or not it's a terrible thing to send this to you. well, we'll see if you can think even less of me pretty soon here, won't that be interesting. (oh my gosh michael just shut up.)
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| today, every day |
[06 Apr 2006|03:15pm] |
every day is a constant boring battle for me at the moment. life sludges on and it takes inertia i don't have to combat the lethargy. so i'm sitting writing a live journal update.
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[24 Sep 2005|08:06am] |
hey everyone. just wanted to alert you, I just made a website! yay! so everyone has to go and look and say "wow, good job michael, you made a website" So go now!
www.geocities.com/nesserfurgen
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[17 Sep 2005|08:20pm] |
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just wrote this, no disclaimers but I didn't really put bunches of time into it
Flaunt to me your weaknesses, your shortcomings, that I may take delight in making you whole. Flaunt them to others that I might be recognized in their mending, and praised in your recovery. For I am not ashamed of my bride and in my eyes she is flawless. So hide not her face from me, but unveiled come into my presence that I might gaze upon the utter beauty that I have created and here perfected.
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| morning |
[05 Sep 2005|09:37am] |
I woke up! yay
good morning to all
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| a tear |
[02 Sep 2005|06:12pm] |
a drop of rain falls from the sky
there is no cloud to shroud the sun
there is no one to witness its falling
but fall it does and hits the cold earth
the sound of its thump against the asphalt resounds in waves and imperceptible echoes
with grace it sinks into the earth and is absorbed, the tear of an angel hovering in the above
and with out notice it sinks into the hearts of men, a heaviness, a weariness that only the mourning of the pure can cause
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| Anna Morgan |
[02 Sep 2005|03:39pm] |
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So I just watched the Ring last night for the first time. It was awesome. I felt jaded that it didn't scare me, but I definitely enjoyed it, and I was all tensed up till it was over. So, hmm hmm hmm. Today I feel, restless, in transition kind of, I guess its cause school is starting, but its also just where I'm at in my life right now
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| excitement brimming |
[01 Sep 2005|06:00pm] |
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Okay, so enough with the goldfish crap. I'm really seriously excited, cause we were just talking about it and we figured out a way that I can graduate this my junior year. Which is seriously exciting. Then I would have like a full year to find a college and get a good job and all that fun stuff. I'm dying from excitement here.
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| steelplated goldfish |
[01 Sep 2005|05:33pm] |
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today I'm feeling melancholy, just like yesterday and probably not disimalair to tommorow
you could compare my emotion this evening to a goldfish with steel scales and innards of bubblewrap filled to the brim with eggs
my steel exterior protects me from being squished mamed or pierced, but in the end that is the only way for me to loose my eggs, my creative, to be free and abroad
so today I'll try to let down my defenses, and see what is born
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